Whats the cost?

I don't even know where to start with this one. The fashion industry can be cut throat at times and it seems to be nothing but drama. I know im good at what i do and nothing or noone can take that from me. But being the person I am I always try to help people even though lately it seems like it always comes back to bite me. I don't wear my heart on my sleeve for you to walk by and squeeze it when ever you feel like it. I'm not a personal play thing. It only takes that one time when you have had enough. Enough of the lies, enough of the fake, enough of the drama, enough of the so called friendship. There comes a turning point that you just cant come back from.

In the "biz" so to say there are tons of people who want to be your friend. And one minute your shinning in the spot light, high on life thinking things cant get any better. But what about when the light goes out. How can someone turn their back on what is right? Why do people want to hurt others so much? I remember hearing my parents mostly my dad tell me stories from back in the day. You know the ones. We have all heard them a million times and never give them much thought. But today I do. Today I listen and think how much things have changed. And not just in good ways but all the horrible ways.

People don't have morals anymore, they don't have time to be bothered anymore. Everyone is so busy that no one takes time for the little things. We are all rushing around for what? What happens at the end of our life story? They all end the same and I personally am not in any rush to get there. I want to spend my time here making a difference, any difference. Even if it is just to remind people to be kind to one another. I always thought we were suppose to treat people the way we wanted to be treated. And to this day I still teach my children that.

So what may have started from negative influence can easily be changed into something positive, Something life altering. You just have to take the time to slow down and remember the back in the day stories. Make today a day you can be proud of.